Help I need to get to my kids n family read - $20 (santa clara)

Hello I am in desperate need I.
Hopes some one will cash app enough to get to my destination and a meal great if enough to get there and have somthing for the holidays dinner That bringvI know I sound so pathetic g but this is my last shot at getting to surprise my children and everyone that I show up and at least my children will know I showed.
Up and mot hear the constant bad talk and lies fable story’s about me and why I didn’t want to show up that why not there or how I must be doing criminal stuff or choosing some druggy whore over everyone and ruin Xmas agian.
Well.
This year is going to be different thwn the obstacles started the demons trying to rip my family apart well.
Car broke that’s fine.
But then the comes well just life and it’s Surprises.
Well that’s Al in aghort but I am only asking for this because I am so close to making it there ideally.
200 would be Perfect but the Barr minimum I need is 60!or80 gott to do math but I still making any I can.
So.
For sure a prime clean place